shadows that run

I'm not sure
what to say today
I think I ran out of words
or maybe they just ran away
What is the point
after everything has been said?
I'm still here
holding this bomb
I've had enough
but the situation's the same
I'm done trying to find
someone to blame
My thoughts are shadows
that run
my eyes are closed
but I can feel the sun
My situation is bleak
I'm running out of time
my body has become so weak
I know I can't keep up
I can see my life
dripping out of me
I have to keep it together
There is no point in dying here
no one would even find me
There's no reason to soldier on
everyone back home is gone
If I've got to keep trying
then I've got to keep dying.